Sunshine and Flowers

There are points in life where it is actually possible to live in denial of all the yuk that happens elsewhere in the world and just become insular and content. Today is one of those days. Last night contained proof that I do have the ability to make people smile, properly smile from inside and that cuddles are actually the most important thing on the planet. Fact.

Within my bubble, happiness prevails and I wear a contented if a little hazy smile. You know what? - I've even embraced my age today.... in true tongue in cheek style... found this on youtube... mwaahhhaha






Check the smile <-- aside from the fact that I can't get up too easily and it's sunny, I feel like standing out in the rain and feeling it pour down on my face - not for any emo type reason, more a happy dancing in the rain type. I am feeling again and it's good. Time passes me by with speed I can't keep up with, but I feel like I've finally taken root somewhere. There are certain people in my life grounding me, keeping me secure and giving me the space to accept the highs and lows so I float through them instead of pinging into them with the velocity created by the elastic band that is my self-denial :)

And as for unnerving messages from unwanted sources - I don't care if you post scary pictures online of you looking like a meathead. You don't scare me anymore, you just proved that to me, not quite what you were hoping for :p