I've no need for massive blogs. Today has been a succession of good things (we'll put the stabbing at physio to one side here... just pretend that didn't happen). DH is in a wonderful mood.I've set aside my insecurities for a while to accept the fuzziness of my short lived insularness. But just for today, what I wanted to say has been said, and to the right people.
For now the hole has been redecorated with flowers, fluffy toys and a big soft duvet. I can see it's still there, but I prefer to just see the decorations for now. And it's the soft focus of comfort that sooths away the sad and instead of adjusting the lens, I've finally learnt to accept and enjoy the haze. Mentally I feel held and kissed better.
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