If You Put Me On A Pedestal, I'll Only Go Down On It....

Sometimes you won't realise that you're going to miss something new that comes into your life. The absence of my message alert now that life has returned to normal is slightly stange to me (although tbh - the minute I started typing, it went off lol).

Left alone with my thoughts for a while, it dawns on me that perhaps my reaction before is that those three people around me to which I have confessed so much and recived the same in return have reacted so well. I feel a little like I did when DH and I started dating. I'm really not this person who copes with everything life throws at me and it's going to be a long descent if people stick me up on a pedestal. My flaws are many and frequent - and if I raise my self esteem and believe what people say, the fall will be much further when I prove myself wrong. Better to be a witty fool, than a foolish wit.