Saturday, 6 September 2008

At The End Of The Day, It's Just An Opensource Diary

So, at 28 I'm finally giving in and creating a blog. Being used to writing diaries since my early teens it seems a little bizarre to upload my innermost thoughts to the world at large. Still, I guess that's all a diary is - stuff you want to tell people but never though possible to actually say out loud.

Think of this as keyboard therapy. Prozac by fingertips if you will. There's a lot of filing to be done in my mind and I'm finally ready to tell the world what makes me tick. If they don't want to listen, I don't care - at least it's out there in the ether instead of festering in my mind.

Because of it's open nature - I'm not revealing who I am or who the people I talk about are. That way I can be frank and honest. It's more about discussing the experiences rather than the individuals. That, and I'm no Elizabeth Wurtzel - I don't have her confidence!

So where to start? I'm married to he who will henceforth be referred to as DH ('Dear Husband' for the forum virgins) and we have two beautiful daughters. It is because of DH that many of my past issues have been neatly packed away and I am capable of leading a nice, normal life. I divide my life between being a mum and a professional which conflicts amazingly at some times.

To be honest - right now, life is good. But I think life would be better for DH if I dropped of some of the baggage I drag about with me. So here goes...

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